This entry will be about my rumblings in life.
Way back when I was still in high school, some people really like my doodles and some of them were not very fond of them. Before, I did not know how to accept being criticized and I just let people just bring me down.
Even though I really want to take up Fine Arts, I didn’t because I let my mind to be poisoned to think that there is no future in art. I stopped being a dreamer and abandoned my ‘reverie’ of earning a living thru my drawings. Believing that my aspiration was unattainable, I then hated drawing and eventually just stopped creating something out of nothing.
It was a painful journey, but when I went to college, my confidence was boosted up by my friends. They believed that I have a talent; hence, it inspired me to express myself more; you see, I was a very shy lass because I was used to being dragged down by people. However, that all changed! I was motivated by different artists and also by individuals, who surrounded me with positive vibes.
I then started to draw again, to write, to direct, to be creative, to believe, and to dream. I tried my best to improve my skills. Now, those who were skeptical before, reckons that my drawings are good and support me in achieving my dreams; however, there are still some who are doubtful. But I’m not that pessimistic anymore.
ART IS MY SOUL, so I will keep on drawing and writing (and maybe singing 😛 ) because those are the things that keep my heart ecstatically happy!
The road to our goals is bumpy and rocky. Patience, perseverance, and passion are the 3 P’s that you need to carry with you in your journey. Have a safe trip!